I sometimes feel like my longing is the source of all my unhappiness but at the same time, I wonder if I´ll ever reach my goals if I refuse to allow my bones to burn with yearning desire.
From going back and forth, I can honestly say that it’s a very weird state of doing both at the same time. I think this is what life’s supposed to be like. Unity. A mesh of the two ends of each spectrum. A place where you’re happy to be right now, without considering stopping to go further. It’s very hard to explain and I think it can only be developed with time, but I do feel I balance well between wanting more and being happy in the now. Of course, I have days where I lean too much into one or the other but, overall, it balances and that works!